Once upon a time, long before I had any followers or realized how much I would rely on Tumblr to express things that I can’t vocalize, I wrote a post without a title:

“It starts in the back of my chest, between my shoulder blades, growing and moving through my chest, up the back of my neck, then down my arms making my fingers tingle.

I’m addicted, always will be”

Today, more than I have felt since before my new life, it all came flooding back.

I’m going to have to do something

soon.